| Saturday, January 14th, 2006 |
| 7:13 pm |
I said GODDAMN!!!
So I have not been able to log on for like two weeks or longer because my computer is stupid. Whenever I use mozilla it says that it cant find the link to log in and then it sends me to some microsoft web site. So then I thought oh yeah everytime I logged in I used internet explorer. Of course my internet explorer short cut was gone on my desk top. I thought to myself well now I am going to have to re down load internet explorer but I cant because I do not have that authority under my computer user. RAWR  so now I am back here I am |
| Tuesday, December 20th, 2005 |
| 9:17 pm |
Mmmm yummy
I ate me some taters and they were yummy. I made my favorite diced red potatoes with dill, butter, garlic, and a wee bit o onion powder. I needed this because I have had a hard past few weeks at work I have been working 7 & *8 days in a row all 8.5 hour shifts. I think I will head straight for the shower next and just sit and there and let the water run down on me.  bya |
| Monday, December 19th, 2005 |
| 11:43 pm |
stick me baby!
Sooooooooo this thursday I am going in for a tattoo touch up and I might even come out with something new, really small itty bitty but new. Anyways I am going to google some images to find a basic outline /idea for my next big piece of ink. Also I really want to get my labres done but eh not sure 100% also I am trying to save money. I also have a photo shoot on thursday with pitaru before she leaves for the U.K. So wish me luck biatches! |
| Friday, December 16th, 2005 |
| 11:00 pm |
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| Sunday, December 4th, 2005 |
| 12:56 am |
Long time no see
So its been like 4 ever since I have written in my journal and this will not be a long entry either. I got my car fixed and I am currently looking for a second job as a bar tender. Also I am waiting to hear back from Suicide girls about my photo set. This winter I plan on getting back into shape loosing some weight and toning some muscle. Blah thats it in about 30 seconds! |
| Thursday, September 8th, 2005 |
| 12:21 pm |
Wowsers
Well I know I have not written in here for a long time so I have a lot to say. First off my older stuff is oh so goth staple my hand to my forehead bullshit! Now I feel a lot more confident thanks to a recent friendship with miss Naughtya. Right now I have so many other things on my mind like for one I need to cut back on my smoking and start jogging or working out so I can get back into shape. I need to start drinking a shit tun more water afterall that stuff is great for your skin. I need to nix soda from my diet I know I am not a huge junkie but still soda is baaad! I need to eat smaller portions and avoid all that fatty stuff I admit every once in awhile I eat popcorn for dinner. I dont eat a lot of sweets or choclate but I hate it when I break down and overindulge in those things. So I guess what I am saying is that this year New Years resolutions came early! I will try to keep a food diary to track what I am eating and be more concious. |
| Friday, May 27th, 2005 |
| 8:30 pm |
busy/New Tattoos!!!
So I have decided that I have to much going on here on the internet and that I need to cut back. I think I will keep my LJ and I know I will keep my myspace. I like my DA so I will keep that and I continue to remain on OMP and keep my yahoo group. But I need to delete one of my three email addys and my vampirefreaks account or I will go insane! Also I dont plan on writing in my journal very often. At least I will commit to writing entries when something interesting happens to me. New Tattoos!!! I got one touch up and two new tats yesterday! An ankh and the eye of horus can be addad to my collection. |
| Thursday, April 28th, 2005 |
| 1:06 pm |
Making new friends
So a few weeks ago work hired some new people (four girls). Carrie who collects vintage clothing, Isabell who is still in high school, Kristen who is a teacher at Belmont h.s. , and Nadia who grew up in the area and then moved to San Francisco to go to school. So far I have really hit it off with Carrie who is adorable and Nadia who is the relaxed easy going hippy type. I was really suprised when she invited me to a Friday night gathering at her house. Her sister and I were desperately trying to understand the drinking game Asshole. I'm still kinda fuzzy on that... overall I really think the new Nadia and I could be good friends. On another note I kinda got scared when I couldnt log into yahoo the other day. It turns out something damaged part of their data base and deleted my password. That reminds me just a few weeks ago email problems caused one of the alternative modeling groups I belong to to get deleted. I have never have trouble with my hotmail though. Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: Big Electric Cat |
| Saturday, April 16th, 2005 |
| 2:08 am |
Navel piercing!!!
So I am finally egyptian royalty I got my navel pierced two days ago!!! Weeeeeeee! Current Mood: accomplishedCurrent Music: none |
| Tuesday, April 12th, 2005 |
| 6:46 pm |
Weeee!
So I was just looking through all the members of the groups I belong to on yahoo and I came across a member with a link to the Ohio scene web page and low and behold I was the main picture on the heading! Hopefully in a few months I will have a large enough portfolio to start getting jobs with such companies as Gothic Beauty and Lip Service. Who knows maybe I will have made a name for myself in a year or so. Enough of a name to have cute lil teeny bopper baby bats dying to be me. Muahaha world domination will be easier than I thought. On another note I am getting pretty stoked about the upcoming shoots this summer. The weather is so beautiful outside. How could anyone be in a bad mood? Its weather like this that makes my Leo tendancies more apparent. Soon I will be laying around soaking up the suns rays. Here is a link to the Ohio scene page for those of you who need to see it for yourselves: http://ohioscene.nrkprod.com/ Current Mood: ecstaticCurrent Music: none |
| Monday, April 11th, 2005 |
| 1:33 pm |
I need to find a new obsession!
Wow finally I get the chance to get on the computer again. I have so much to write about and not much time but here are the basics. Work: is still great. School: I just got accepted into my program :) home life: everyone is still getting along pretty well. We all work different schedules so we hardly see each other though. modeling: I am currently working on a few projects with a nationally published photographer named Dave Levingston. We are working more on the body in nature than anything, so this is a nice change from my alternative modeling. I have also called off work to attend a shoot on June 11th sponcered by the Ohioscene. It is a free shoot still looking for models. Also I will be taking a trip to Nashville in July to shoot with the Southern Gothic Belles. I am also in the works of scheduling 2 more shoots with photographers I have not yet met. My site is going fairly well considering I really havent linked it to anything and I am not interested in making my site a popularity contest. Although I could use some more support and I would like it if members posted pictures. other areas of interest: I finally was able to pick up the last few items of clothing from Nadia aka cereal is death. I love the straight jacket and dress! I only wish I could have befriended Nadia. I realise that when I first heard about her I let other peoples opinions influence me and so yes I admit I was mean. But now that I have met her I really wish that she could seen past all off that and gotten to know the real me.Oh well that will be a very remote possibility now considering she cancelled her membership to my group. I suppose she really does hate me.It is sad how someone so beautiful and kind can be so oblivious. She will never know how much I looked up to her, she really could have or do anything she wants with her life. Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: none |
| Friday, March 18th, 2005 |
| 2:20 am |
Green Beer!!!
So yesterday was Wang's b-day and he was such a sweet heart he bought me a new white cotton dress (which will go perfectly with my white and blue corset) and a blue and black tank top from Nirvana. He also bought me a new vinyl buckle top and a $70.00 dress ( black velvet). Who else would spend their b-day money on me? Then tonight we went to the foundry and I had a couple (5) of green beers and a snow shoe an amareto sour and some cherries soaked in rumple mintz. Yikes enouph for tonight I am drunk! Current Mood: drunkCurrent Music: The Jackalopes |
| Wednesday, March 16th, 2005 |
| 7:29 pm |
So its been a while...
So much to write about so little time. For starters work is great I have been working close to 40 hrs a week and everyone is still really cool. Wang and I are still going strong he just got a better job so our financial situation is looking up. We are also in the process of repainting the house our room will be a shocking blue colour and that should match our new bed quite well. The bathroom will be a shade darker than baby pink with black trim so we can cram all of my pin up stuff in there. The entrance way colour is still in debate stage, but as soon as all is done I would like to post pictures. Other exciting news I have had such a tremendous responce from wonderfull photographers all over. I cant wait to work with many of them, who are internationally published in magazines and such. So never fear more pictures are on the way. I know it sounds silly but I have this goal to someday be on the cover of Gothic Beauty, and I think I'm off to a pretty good start. Gotta go soon, but here is an interesting fact I dragged up while researching belly dancing (I would love to take lessons), it turns out the purpose of belly dancing was to teach sex education (movements and such for the bedroom). here's a picture taken by Dark Mannequin Designs, one of my favourites so far : ) Current Mood: cheerful |
| Monday, February 14th, 2005 |
| 12:00 am |
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| Saturday, February 12th, 2005 |
| 3:24 am |
Live vicariously...through me
So tonight was awesome it was Dj Crowes b-day and he played a Bob Marley song and Red Wine and then later in the night he played Shake Senora. It was so cool!!! imagine if you can about 100 goth people doing a train! Ha I mean it was so much fun almost like being a camp councelor again. On another note though how can someone truly love you if they try to change the way you are? I mean what was the initial attraction? If someone trys to make you their image of perfect how happy can you be? The answer is you can't. After its all said and done all you have is yourself.Enough for now. Yall need to get your asses out and do something fun for yourself. Current Mood: drunkCurrent Music: Bob Marley |
| Saturday, February 5th, 2005 |
| 2:48 am |
drunken debautchery!
I am sure I spelled thast incorrectly but did yall join my group yat? You laim asses. Why dont I have... Not sure where that sentence was headed. Yeah I'm about done. Gotts ta go to myspace and see if my g-friend to bee is on. fuck those of tou don't resd my l-journal. Later |
| Thursday, February 3rd, 2005 |
| 6:10 pm |
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| Tuesday, January 18th, 2005 |
| 2:48 pm |
Ignorant people
So the other day at work a customer asked me if I would buy ground beef from our store and of course I said I would, because we carry free range and 97% fat free ground beef so of course its gonna be healthier. Not to mention we sell it rather quickly so it isn't going to have time to go bad. But then her husband really pissed me off when he said "well dear you probably wouldnt want to eat any other ground beef if you knew all the crap they inject into cattle". People are so goddamned ignorant dont they realise that more than half the beef carried in grocery stores comes from free range cattle that live on gigantic ranches out west where they are rounded up once a year to mark stock. That means that the rancher/farmer is not chasing steers around everyday implanting them with female hormones which make them gain weight, nor is he treating the cattle with eye infections that could cause them to loose their sight because anti biotics cost money and take time to administer.Which lets say the farmer had money to treat them all there are drug withdrawl periods that must be observed before the animal can be butchered for human consumption. Most of the other meat products you buy at the store were raised by local 4H or FFA member, you wanna se something sad why not go to your local county fair and watch 9 year old Susie sell her market hog or calf that she bottle fed during January and February. I guarantee she is crying because she loves that animal and I guarantee that animal was not abused. The great thing is that Susie is learning valuable life long lessons (animals can be loved even when raised for the purpose of feeding the family).Now I am not saying that superfarms dont exist because they do and I do not condone over crowding or unsanitary living conditions nor animal abuse. In fact I am very opposed to the idea of mis treating any living creatures. However, Peta is my least favourite organization because they take the worst possible example and exagerate the story, they write lies on their web site and market it as the only truth example all hogs are grown in 2ft by 2ft pens where they can barely turn around and they live in their own fecal matter. Not my hog she had a 20 by 15 pen where she also had a dog bed a ball a potty corner and an atomatic waterer. Oh hell I'm done ranting. All I want people to do is educate themselves, not all farmers are alike and not everyone neglects or abuses their animals. Those people who do need to stopped though. Current Mood: annoyedCurrent Music: none |
| Monday, January 17th, 2005 |
| 1:07 am |
So I'm a little behind
I know it has been a very long time since I have written anything. I have been really busy trying to make enough money to pay all of my bills. I also spent a lot of time debating on whether or not to enter a few of the entries I wrote over the holidays when I didnt have internet accesss. I have decided that I probably should not make these entries public because they are some what gloomy and at times angry. What can I say the holidays are not good for me. Also I was very suprised to see that cerealisdeath aka Nadia is no longer anywhere to be found on the internet. She left without leaving any contact info or even saying good bye and I doubt she gives a damn. Why do people lie about their true feelings? She swore she didnt hate me infact she was very nice and I would of loved to be her friend, but I suppose she still harbors bad feelings towards me. Well Nadia if you read this happy belated b-day I still want to buy those clothes off you and I have your x-mas and b-day gifts. Other happenings in my life: I have some photographers who are interested in working with me. So perhaps I will have to start my own website to post my pictures on. Interesting thing I just recently learned: buddhist monks give spirit tattoos that are meant to protect the wearer. These tattoos are often animalistic gods and are believed to be alive. While the tattoo is being given the recipient often goes into trance or is posessed by the tattoo. Current Mood: pessimisticCurrent Music: T-Rex |
| Monday, December 20th, 2004 |
| 4:16 pm |
Great ideas
Well last night while I was laying in bed I had all these wonderful ideas of things to write about but now I'm having a blank moment. Anyways I'm compiling a list of new years resolutions and when its complete I will post it. Also, I have a brilliant idea on what to buy Nadia and Travis for their new house I just know they'll love it even though it will be small. I'm really excited for them may all of their dreams come true, and you guys better invite me over this summer for a vegetable shish cabob grill out party in your awesome back yard! I will will be calling you when I have your x-mas gift squared away, and we gotta go to Haha's for pizza for your b-day (minus the meat). The house is still great! This is an open invite to all my friends to come over any time you want just call ahead of time. Current Mood: complacentCurrent Music: none |